Personally, Christian Doctrine doesn't matter to me any more. The only thing I am passionate about is disputing it with scriptures.

As to what happens with the body, the spirit...well, what happens happens. It's not like my thoughts on the matter are going to change the reality of it, whatever that reality is.

I am open to possibilities. But while I am searching for something to believe in, I am finished following anything to the extent of "hook, line, and sinker."