At 47 years, I have seemed to have completely lost my way. My father recently passed away and I have been devastated by his death. He was my anchor and only sustaining source of hope in my life. I am single and have never married. It seems like I have lost my ability to love....and I have been in a career for 20+ years that I don't find particularly fulfilling. The last 10 years have been the worst as I have now completely isolated myself - no close friends or family. It has not been a life that I am proud of, but I would like to so desperately change, but don't know how at this point in my life. I guess there are no easy answers....but am looking for any suggestions that can make me spiritually whole again.