Dear Kim,
About those vascular and neurotic orgasms.....not of sexual origin....these emotional soaring waves of ecstasy are of a much finer nature. These intense feelings …. ripple thru us in waves, with peaks so intense they stretch us....expand our nervous systems capacity to carry this current. Feelings so intense I call them “melt downs”.....where activity is not possible.....then,when the virtual nerves get a little thicker...we can sort of function. a little better, and appear normal.....I went thru a stage where I felt so wonderfull I just cried for 5 years...any visible sign of love..and I would cry.....so I was crying where ever I went. ...If I sat alone, I would melt down, in uncaused pleasure ….beyond measure. Now, I feel just as good, but I can function in the world.
We need bigger better words to describe these feelings. It seems such a waste not to talk about them, which is the message I get from your post.